“Just Do Your Job!” That’s what God woke me up to tell me a few weeks ago. A good friend and trusted adviser told me several years ago that whenever he can’t sleep at night, he assumes that
God is wanting to do some “business” with him. So – he gets up and spends time reading the Scriptures and praying. That sounded like a wise perspective to me, and so I’ve attempted to cultivate that same habit in my life. The problem is – I like sleep. No – wait – that’s not strong enough —- I LOVE sleep! There, that’s more honest. I’m not one of these guys who wakes up in the morning bright eyed and full of energy to take on another day. I’m a slower starter than that guy — much slower. I need a good long shower, a cup of coffee, and some personal space before you ever want to talk to me.
So – when God “awakens” me in the middle of the night it’s always a bit of an arguement. I try to shut my eyes tighter – I try to forget the commitment I’ve made to pray – I barter with God – and I try to go to sleep. But if I can’t…I finally relent…assuming that the only explanation really is that God wants to do some gardening in my heart.
One such night happened a few weeks ago – and it’s made a HUGE difference in my outlook and perspective on life.
You see, there’s a lot going on in my world right now.
- My friend, and our Youth Pastor is stepping down to go to Thailand. So we’re presently working on finding, hiring, and putting a new Youth Pastor in place.
- We are preparing to embark on our “GO!” campaign, to cast a
clear, compelling vision of what God is calling Calvary Christian Church to over the next three years. And let me just tell you – it’s some BIG audacious stuff. - We are seriously exploring ways to partner with and help churches in rural Appalachia, specifically a woman named Altha at a church called Clear Fork…
- We are laying out plans to create a downtown Youth Center in Winchester…
- We are developing a longterm Master Plan for our Boonesboro Road Property (47 acres)…
- We are aggressively trying to grow our school in both quality and quantity – so that we can impact as many lives as possible while helping them “fully become who God created them to be…”
Like I said, there’s a lot going on. And true to my nature — I had been trying to “MANGAGE” it all. I’m a pragmatist in many ways. I figure that God gave me a brain, He gave me my abilities, and He wants me to use them to work things out – figure them out – make them happen. To be honest – I was carrying a pretty heavy load. It was getting heavier everyday. I was enjoying life a little less. Things were getting hard.
And then God woke me up in the middle of the night.
After my usual arguement with God about the time and all that I had to do the next day – I got up and began reading the Scriptures. Here is where God led me (Job 38):
“Who is this that darkens my counsel with words without knowledge? Brace yourself like a man; I will question you, and you shall answer me. Where were you when I laid the earth’s foundation? Tell me, if you understand. Who marked off its dimensions? Surely you know! “
And I was thinking — “Geez Lord, can I read something else!?”
Later in the same chapter:
“Have you entered the storehouses of the snow or seen the storehouses of the hail, which I reserve for times of trouble, for days of war and battle? What is the way to the place where the lightning is dispersed, or the place where the east winds are scattered over the earth?”
This chapter goes on and on and on like that. God was giving Job the “what for,” reminding Job that he is but a man, and only God is God. As I sat there in the dark of the night, I wrote these words in the journal beside my bed:
“Lord, I love you. Thank you for loving me. I can’t believe you woke me up at 2:15 in the morning to scold me – but I get it, and I’m thankful that you have. I think I understand what you are telling me. You are God, I am not. If I will just focus on the things that I am to do — you’ll handle the rest. I needed that reminder. Thank you. I’m sorry for thinking myself more important than I am.”
Basically – God told me to just do MY job – and to let Him do His.
That’s exactly how I’ve approached the past several weeks. And you know what – it works. I still have a lot going on – but I’m doing a little better job of keeping it all in perspective. Life and ministry is fun again.
What about you? Are you trying to do your job and Gods? For your own sake I hope you’ll reflect on this – and back off. Let God do God’s job…He’s WAY better at it than you are!


I’ve been thinking a lot lately about the plite of the rural church in much of America. I have some close family members who are young – in their mid to late twenties – who don’t have a walk with God. They live in a very rural county of less than 30,000 people. The county is religious – and has a lot of churches. But to be candid – most of those churches are dead or dying. The role of the Pastors in those churches is to keep the people attending happy — which means that no one in those churches is spending any creative energies trying to reach my lost family members – and the others like them.
The problem is — that doesn’t do much to help rural communities. You see — if someone has $100 to plant a new church (it takes FAR more than that by the way!), they are 9 times out of 10 going to invest that $100 in a place where they think it is likely to be the most effective – which is translated as reaching the most people. This means that most church planters (and the people who fund them) look to plant churches in emerging communities – areas that are growing rapidly.
but God has chosen the Church as the redemptive vehicle to share the hope that Jesus brings. Until the church becomes stronger in our rural communities — until it is better fed and better led — people in our rural communities will not experience nor see nor expect the power of God to do anything special in their lives.
We’ve hired an architect to help us Master Plan our 50 acres out on Boonesboro Road. I announced here many months ago that we had already done this — but we ended up re-thinking our decision at that time. We reviewed the qualifications of almost 20 architectural firms during the months of August & September — including several interviews – and finally chose to go with Visioneering Studios for our Master Plan. I spoke about this process on a recent Sunday morning, but let me clarify it again here.
church. We believe that the school is the greatest ally we have to help children fully become who God created them to be. And thankfully, God is blessing our school. The tough economic times of the past two years has resulted in most schools raising tuition and experiencing declines in enrollment. For Calvary – it has been the opposite. We have experienced an astonishing 47% growth rate from August of 2008 to the present — and we currently have a record enrollment of 259 kids! While this growth is a wonderful indicator of God’s blessing — it comes with an added burden on our facility. The school presently occupies nearly every room in the building Monday-Friday. This summer four of our church staff gave up their comfortable offices and found more creative solutions to accomodate the growth of the school. Presently three of our staff share the same office. We are determined to do whatever it takes to enable the school to continue growing — but the reality is that as both the church and the school grow — we WILL EVENTUALLY run out of creative solutions to accomodate the growth!
You will be like a “well-watered garden” – healthy, robust, and whole. But you will ALSO be like a “Spring whose waters never fail!” Where do people go to refresh their supply of clean water when theirs runs low? To fresh water springs whose supply never seems to end.
Every team or organization needs to know what a “win” looks like. In athletics it’s easy. The winner is the one with the most points at the end of the game – or the person who crosses the finish line first. In business, the win is often fairly easy too. The win is when we turn a profit, when we outperform our competitors, or when we surpass the previous quarter’s earnings. But in church life – defining what a “win” looks like can be elusive at times.
qualitative than quantitative. Developing into a “fully becoming” follower of Christ is about what’s going on inside of a person — and that is a very difficult thing to measure indeed.





